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Wednesday

went to school for art again...
haix quite sian.... keeping drawing drawing and drawing for 3 hours... =/
after that we went to BUGIS !  but it was raining went we walk out of  school =(
then only i got umberlla so i have to fetch tricia elaine and jasmin one by one...lol
when i was fetching elaine then saw TPG>> jia hao running in the rain to sch..
..lol poor thing..never mind la haha=D

then we went  to have lunch...at the S11 across our school! wahaha
after lunch the rain stop! then off we go to bugis, waste quite a lot of time in the middle sia..
but who cares?! haha

































































These are the art pieces that i have done til now...
my research and development is still in progress..or rather say everything is still in progress! haix... 


















on the way to bugis i stalk jasmin,


















elaine! haha can't be able to take a photo of tricia because she is standing behind me..=.= lol!
then we went to search for jazreel's birthday present..
and jasmin and tricia's skinny jean! =D
in the end we bought jazreel bag there and bought elaine's birthday present in front of her..lol! haha
sorry if you insist not to buy, but i still bought it lol! haha
Then we went to bukit panjang plaza to buy tricia and jasmin's skinny jeans, as they said the price is cheaper there! lol
then bought subway home for dinner after that..




































on the way to bpp from bugis...

today

went to school again....
should have put my art pieces picture below today but nvrm.. haha
then after art, went to west mall have lunch at SUBWAY! YES! SUBWAY AGAIN! lol!
then after that went to lot 1 with jasmin to continue searching for jazreel birthday present...
and finally we settle her present today! yes sa!
=D

and i am here blogging now! bye! =D

 Many things happened these few days... 
haix to say that jay chou is having some health problem...
orh...saddening... this is what i can't really expected to happen,,,
is like OMG! when elaine told me today...
And i go find the news to prove it more =.= as i don't really hope he have any health problem...
Orh...really love his song a lot..haix he is so talented lah.. why this kind of thing happen to him=(
 
Haix...nvrm hope his condition will be stable as long as possible.. =D
jia you bah!xD
Hope people around me stay healthy too!

I need to talk about ytd's thing... really sorry for my very sucking attiude..
debbie really sorry, let you throw in face of those uncle...=(
and also to elaine , boonyun and shermain...really very sorry...

one more thing air-con finally fixed1 yes sa!
i finally can sleep in my room with air-con once again...
Sorry dad and mummy for not helping you both to do anything much..
i very bad, keeping arguing with my dad, really sorry..=/

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 waiting for u guys reply still...lol haha

a smile to let my day to carry on well =)

i need to have some peace... i realised living with my sis will cause me to die more earlier than i expected..
she always misunderstand..
orh...it sucks...just stop it please..
i don't have so much brain cell to solve every single problem...
i have enough problems for me... ENOUGH! that's it!

if can...let me give you some love...
if can ...i want to be your friend.....
if can... i hope everything is perfect  in this world...
if can... i hope the world is peace forever
if can... i hope i can do what i want...
if can... let's stop the nonsense
if can... i don't want to live with you
if can...i want to be alone
if can... i hope i am not in this world...

jiu rang wo ai ni, mei you le zi ji....

MY LIFE NOW...IS ALL ABOUT MUG MUG MUG AND MUG....

MY SA1 result

ENGLISH
55.9/100 
grade: 5

CHINESE
72.8/100
grade: 2

MATHS 
68.4/100
grade: 3

COMBINED SCIENCE
47.7/100
grade: U

COMBINED HUMANITIES
40.2/100
grade: U

PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNT
70.8/100
grade: 2

ART 
69.1/100
grade: 3

TOTAL: 424.9/700
PERCENTAGE: 60.7%
EMB3 Aggregate: 15
L1B2 Aggregate: 9

that's my result from the report card...=/
can be better...
continue MUGGING.. N LEVEL IS COMING IN 3 month! =(

 The more you feel sad angry or want to avoid...
The more remorseful i feel....
being guilty is not what you can control or tell me off
just let me be like this, i will feel much more better ...
i am not pissed with you, but just myself..=/
sorry, you know who i am referring to...is obvious...

today...went to school...
quite slack today in class..

nothing to do...=(

i really hope miracles happens..i really hope they join us for at least one outing...
Not because of elaine but just to friends with you guys...although i don't know is u guys are willing to or not..
really really hope my handphone suddenly vibrate miracles out...
i don't ask for much, just one thing..
be friends with them, this is what i wish and hope..=)
but too bad, don't really think any one of them will saw this...referring to the( Sec 4s basketball boys)
if you guys saw this, be kind and consider of the outing, sms me, hope u guys didn't throw away the number...=/
if thrown, can ask from me anytime, i am very willing to contact you guys AS A FRIEND..
Sincerely hope so...

sorry to touch your bag jia hao, hope that you don't mind... i am just helping my friend...=)
As I don't want to backstabb anyone, so i just type out the name and person that i want to give the information to,
although it is somehow straight forward, or rather say, very straight forward..

that day we waited and just to give u guys the letter...
sorry for troubling u guys ,and please hope you guys consider first before u guys make any confirm answer..
want to be a friend of u guys really make my life tough, it is really a challenging group of people, i won't give up till the day u guys pass out
but i won't do anything that will make u guys life difficult..
Guess that's all i have to say...
A hello in school from u guys will really brighten up our day...
Having  u guys as schoolmates make life in school more and more interesting, that's why i want to be friends with  u guys.
as simple as that.. 


 

  i deserve all these..serve u you right NGO YIYING

I feel more worst than any of you does....i  just cant get high ,i am just getting low low low........=(

SORRY ELAINE!!!

the biggest sorry to ELAINE!!!!!

i don't what to say...but just...sorry sorry sorry and sorry...

i just want to push all the blames to myself, that's why i wrote the letter without writing u guys names, other than elaine i mean.... AS I DID STARTED IN SUGGESTING THIS PLAN IN THE FIRST PLACE.... after today, i don't expect elaine to trust me again... I AM A FUCKER for your information.
Only FUCKER like me do this kind of thing to herBEST FRIEND.. 
OH! i shoulden't say best friend... i am not suitable to be YOUR BEST FRIEND anyway..... I regreted alot...alot alot alot... 
No matter what i said now are all too LATE!

I must sincerely say SORRY to the BASKET BALL BOYS! Sorry for troubling u guys..
Hope u guys won't mind...
especially YOU! sorry... chinese language...

i don't know what to say, but my english result was a disappointment to me..
feeling really low now..
my other subject also don't turn up well....i am really regret,  didn't put in the best effort..
slacking like nobody business.. haix sianx... why can't i have at least all pass for once

i really need someone that i can talk with..just let me emo now......

trying to stay as happy as possible (being myself)

Is time to stop everything....
Stop arguing  stop backstabbing one another....
we shall stop... it's tired for everyone to survive as friends in this way..
If this continue we don't have the rights to gain other's respect...
I am glad that we said everything out today...
But i can't guarantee we can be as good as before..
sometimes i feel that the friendship between wasn't strong at all..

we get angry easily just because of small things.. that's ridiculous man
Friendship shouldn't be in this way, i really hope that we really treat each other with true heart
If not, no point being bestie...
having bad comment about friend wearing is my fault..
helping others wrongly is my fault.
sorry elaine is my fault or our fault..
we shoulden't talk bad behind..
Backstabbing is what i hate the most..

this makes me really hate myself alot sometimes..
but i pay back to u guys what i have done wrong, i treat u guys as good as possible...
i won't mind , just pls cancel HPYS this name..
i disagree to have this...

if we really want to live together, we will have the fate to
if we really are best friends, we will have the fate to
we can't predict the future.
sometimes i feels that we are too naive..
a name can't represent anything

sorry if iam too harsh in my words..
at least i didn't fuck out..
and i never walk away...(that's childish) sorry girls
i don't deserve so much blessing...